August 15, 2012

Hollow

last night a part of me died
it rolled down your cheek as you cried
it left a big stain on your pillow
now inside i'm black and hollow

it pains me to see you cry
i wanna be beside you, wish i could fly
i'm staring outside my window 
helpless as i hear you bellow

knew i'll never see the light of day
when you asked me to stay away
my heart bleeds, shot by an arrow
the rain can't wash away my sorrow

all i wanted was to be with you
but i'm killing you, i never knew
i'd rather suffer alone than feel your woe
to heal you, i have to go

July 25, 2012

Bumbay Ng Aking Buhay


ang bumbay ng aking buhay
simple lang at di kikay
makapal ang kanyang kilay
mga mata nya ay mapungay
sa ganda nya tulo aking laway
hinding hindi nakakaumay

buhay ko ay nagkakulay
nang minsan sya ay kumaway
sa kotse ko sya'y sumakay
akala ko sya ay sasabay
kahit sana hanggang tulay
ngunit bigla na lang nag bye bye

bumitaw sya sa aking kamay
hindi daw sya mapalagay
gusto daw nya ay hiwalay
di man lang naghinayhinay
kahit minsan ako'y pasaway
pagibig ko naman ay tunay

ngayon ako'y naglulupasay
buhay nawalan ng saysay
nanlalata parang gulay
at parang lumang tinapay
walang palamang kalamay
nagiisa't walang kadamay

nasan ka na aking bumbay?
sana di na lang nasanay
na ikaw ang aking gabay
ako ngayon ay naghihintay
nagiisip, nakahandusay
di na ata makakasilay

June 27, 2012

Goodnight


tonight when i close my eyes
i'll dream of a life with you
a place where nobody cries
and no one cares what we do
there i can make you happy
i'll be the one holding you
we are young, we are free
to share a love that is true
i won't let go, i won't let-up
until my love reigns supreme
i hope never to wake up
and realize you're but a dream
so gently rock my cradle
sing me one last lullaby
good night my sweet angel
tonight i bid you goodbye

June 17, 2012

Little Miss Heartbreaker


she's a heartbreaker
oh you should see her
she's funny and silly
what an eye candy
many men have tried
but most of 'em cried

she's a heartbreaker
and a life-taker
she'll sing a love song 
weakening the strong
she'll watch a chick flick
while feeding on the weak

she's a heartbreaker
go duck for cover
dare take her quizzes
no hits, only misses
with words she'll be straight
risk pain if you wait

she's a heartbreaker
oh she's a wonder
she cries at happy endings
but tough and unrelenting
she's one fine lady
she'll make you go crazy

she's a heartbreaker
and a breathtaker
my heart would skip a beat
when she smiles, what a treat
she gives me butterflies
i would heave heavy sighs

little miss heartbreaker
do you still remember?
we used to laugh together
'twas a joy like no other
i messed up your hair
we didn't even care

yes miss heartbreaker
i'm but a dreamer
the life that could have been
had fate not intervened
a world of hopeless dreams
we were teens, mindless streams

she's a heartbreaker
and i so love her
i couldn't help but fall
facial hair and all
gave it all i've got
love me, she does not

i ask, why heartbreaker?
did i even matter?
you chose to walk away
was there no other way?
you said you won't hurt me
i'm bleeding can't you see?

i know, heartbreaker
nothing lasts forever
and now i'm a goner
i'm neither here nor there
lost in a sea of ember
on a journey to nowhere

she's a heartbreaker
and i can't have her
left with words on paper
and images to remember
my dear heartbreaker
can't believe it's over


June 11, 2012

Seventh Heaven

For M...


It has been six weeks going on seven

Color and beauty to a life stale and barren

'Twas a rush, it came all of a sudden

Memories i'll keep, amazing and golden

Some pain and grief but for the most part, heaven

The meaning of it all to me still hidden

I wonder why we can't have another seven

I say amp it up, you say lessen..end it even

I'll take whatever is meant to happen

In the end i hope to find my haven

But today i walk among the fallen